This publication appeared as a catalog of 50 Faces of Rape / Faces of SAAC, paintings that were shown during SAAC Amsterdam's first exhibition: I Think U Did Something To Me, And Now It's In Everything I See And Do at Museum Het Nieuwe Domein in Sittard, from February 18 to May 18, 2025. FBVG's life story is included in the foreword. The catalog contains images of 52 portraits of people, in many cases accompanied by their stories. Sometimes permission was not given for the painting, in which case the image was blacked out. Sometimes permission was not given for the story. In any case, these are all very courageous people who have been sexually abused and dare to show it, in order to help others come forward with their stories. I am very proud of everyone and would like to thank them from the bottom of my heart.